What is True Worship? That is
the question I pondered all through my seminary days and am still
pondering.
Even before that as
a young adult I was intrigued by the account of Jesus saying, "God is
spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and in truth."
(John 4:24 NASB) Somehow I just couldn't wrap my head around the idea that he
was talking about a modern day Sunday service at a local Christian church.
Many years ago I
began seeking for the truth about this saying along with the teaching, "Do
you not know the your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom
you have from God, and that you are not your own?" (1 Corinthians 6:19
NASB) In both of these reported sayings I intuited a thread of truth that
I would follow in one way or another for the rest of my life.
Toward the end of my
seminary days, the thread began to take shape. I suddenly knew, like a flash of
light, on the night that I received a blessing to become a spiritual
practitioner. Although I had never before that night consciously considered the
ordination path, at that moment I changed directions and began the program
leading to ordination with Light of Christ Community Church with the goal to
experiment with alternative ways of “worship" that were closer to the idea
of "truth" as in authentic and "spirit" as in the
non-physical, unseen energy and force that both creates and governs physical
life.
I immediately requested
authorization to begin a Study Group and when I was ordained a year or so
later, the Study Group became a Church Charter. A small group of people were
attracted to the work I had started and we began what I often refer to as a
"grand experiment" to uncover more authentic, practical and personal
forms of worship, especially for people who no longer find the traditional
rituals of religious worship helpful to their spiritual development. This
experiment was and is aimed at spiritually mature adults who both claim and
accept personal responsibility for their own Inner Authority or God Within.
The way that seemed
right to me is the way of transformation, from the inside out. I was
drawn more and more to the experiences of the mystics and an esoteric
philosophy with references to the inner life and doing the inner work of
spiritual transformation. Eventually, I began to study the sacramental nature
of healing and bodywork and began a holistic healing practice. I also began to
see the power of emergent wisdom from within the group of spiritual seekers
rather than top down and the Wisdom Circle was born.
A focus on
contemporary wisdom teachings and the wisdom found in multiple world faith
traditions brought a new understanding of the ancient truths that each
tradition within its own culture contributes to the greater awareness of the
whole and of the One God. We discovered that there is always more to learn and
understand and I began to suggest we "hold our beliefs loosely" so
that we can learn new truths that spirit is revealing to us. I began to see
each of us as "flow through beings" that our organic bodies are
receiver sites for the flow of spiritual energy and that we assimilate the
energy within ourselves and then radiate it out for all who need a spiritual
touch. This is just a sampling of the insights that have come to us over the
past few years of being together in what I now understand as "spiritual
partnership" where all are on the spiritual journey alone together.
As the Shifting of
the Ages continues, a focus on spiritual evolution, inner authority, and
spiritual partnership calls for a new understanding of what it means to
worship. Just in the last few months, my continued search for true worship has
been met with a wonderfully articulated approach and I immediately knew the
author represented a powerful truth.
The following is an
excerpt from the website of Original Christianity and Original Yoga
(www.ocoy.org). The description of “worship” from this perspective is much
closer to the reality of Jesus’s teaching on worship of God and consistent with
the eastern focus on a natural psychological approach to spirituality. This
meaning of worship is more consistent with spiritual life rather than religious
life and unites eastern and western spirituality into a new reality for our
time. The focus of spiritual worship is individual rather than general, private
rather than public, contemplative rather than liturgical, and esoteric rather
than exoteric. And yet, when true worshipers come together in mutual support
and association, a powerful force for good is radiated out into the world.
I took the liberty
of using bold on the following words that clearly articulated this deeper
approach.
Basic Beliefs of Saint Thomas Christianity
“About Worship”
An Excerpt from Chapter Three of The Christ of India by Abbot Georg
Burke
". . .
[T]rue worship is understood by the Saint Thomas Christians as a means of
linking lower consciousness with higher consciousness, the human with the
divine. In Greek it is proskuneo,
and in Sanskrit, upasana. Upasana means “to draw near.” Proskuneo
also means to draw near, but includes the idea of doing so with love. It is
related to prosekho, which means to fix the awareness upon an object, to
become conscious of something. From these three terms we gain an exact and
pragmatic understanding of worship: the process of lovingly fixing our
attention upon God and thereby being drawn closer into communication with
him–not mere conversation or verbal exchange, but the communication to us of
divine qualities and divine consciousness. In other words, true worship is
an act, which accomplishes an assimilation of higher consciousness.
To rightly worship God is to become god–to bring about the union of our finite
being with the infinite being in so perfect a unity that we can truthfully say
with Jesus: “I and my Father are one” (John 10:30). Consequently, the Saint
Thomas Christians consider that meditation is the most appropriate and
effective worship of God."
I now have a more clearly
articulated and supported understanding about true worship. Together we can
begin to make it our own guiding light as we continue the grand experiment of
discerning and appropriating both the attitude and the activities of true worship
as both individuals and spiritual partners in a participatory and co-evolving
spiritual journey.
Patsy Walker Fine
Spiritual Director,
Sophia’s Well
11/26/16